I don't know what it is today. I'm sitting here in the office working away, listening to Avril Lavigne - and all I can think about is the friendship that I ended last week.
I think it's partially because of the history that we had - there were so many good times. So many things that hearing Avril Lavigne reminds me of - mostly the friendship.
Even though we may not be friends anymore, there isn't going to be a day that goes by where I'm not thinking of you.
That being said, I don't even know if you read my blog anymore - and I hope that one day in the future that we can be friends again. I just know that in my heart of hearts, right now - it's definitely not a good time.